我很怀疑我是否是太怪？
我承认，我的确是对C有点好感，可是也不叫追求吧。我容易喜欢那些身上有着我欣赏的闪光点的人，她恰好是其中一个。我也承认，我对K姐，不像以前那么好了，她让我有些失望。虽然一切都是我单方面的观察和试探，我也在心中作出了一个判断。C我还是会保留对她的一些观察，但是不会再像她告诉我的那样无微不至，以至于她顿时觉得压力很大。她喜欢自然而然的发生，我和她有着一样的想法，可是却不明白一些东西。也许真的是我没什么情商吧。
C告诉我朋友就是朋友，她认为我会从朋友中选择出情人，是不对的。我没能理解她的想法，我想大家认识后，一开始不都是朋友吗？接着才会深入了解吧。不经过朋友就成为恋人，我觉得难以理解，难道一开始就是作为恋人来交往的吗？昨晚聊了好久，从凌晨一点到第二天早上6点多，我骗了她，说对她和对很多我喜欢的人一样，而且泛化了喜欢这个词的内涵。她说，不知道我到底在想些什么，总觉得我说的和想的不一样。我真不知道有时候该怎表达自己的想法，我对于她其实是透露真实想法最多的了，但是出于一些自我保护，我很难对别人交代出自己所有的想法。在那一刻，我不想直接说出真实的想法，因为，我的判断是说出来可能会搞砸这样一次能够调节好气氛的对话。既然，不希望我怎么样，我就不怎么样吧。
我不能一眼看到谁才是哪个人。我现在是多和人接触，目的是积累经验。说我泛滥博爱也罢，见一个爱一个，我没有闲情雅致，我其实是在体验，学习。我也很简单，早日解决，要不就彻底推迟，好为以后的计划做打算，比如出国读书什么的。早日解决，就不在太操心。推迟解决也就不用去操心。我把这作为了一个规划，可能不应该这么做，这样不太好，可是我也不知道怎样才好。而且，我觉得在这个年龄段不应该错过这些东西，毕竟我在中学和大学时错过了一些经历，留下了一些遗憾，虽然遗憾是一些调味剂，也不能太多。
嗯，我需要反思一下。
但是我要先解决我现在的一麻烦事，论文啊，论文！还有考试。
我想以我很可能会有一段时间不会再去那个地方了。至少就像K说的频率问题，K小姐的确有点小傻气，不过我不会反驳她，她的话只是为了表达只自己的要求而已，虽然往往说多了反而弄巧成拙。而至于C，我想，时间应该很快了，我的答案已经不远了。
最后的结果，即最后的答案，只是会帮助我对于今后进行规划，至于我要去做什么，如今已经是一个决定好的事情了。
2011年12月11日星期日
2011年3月10日星期四
参加华为的面试My first interview for the job in Huawei
It is my birthday today!
I got up at about six early in the morning, then went to Bro Zhu's room to woke him up. Yes, it was our first interview in our life which would begin at about 9:00 am. After a poor breakfast in our students' canteen, we took a taxi at the portal of Xidian University.
Just 40min later, we arrived at the hotel where the meeting was held. It was on the 21st floor.
Luckily, there was not as many people as we thought before. I came to have an idea that we may be too early. However, less than 15min later, they allocated the number cards. I was just at the right time when I came to the front desk and I got the No. 15 which was really a nice number. Then Bro Zhu got his No. 23.
We filled the forms we got from the desk. Before 9:00, my interview began after my registration.
The interviewer was a young man but much older than me. He showed his hypocritical smile to me when stood in front of his desk. It was a one to one talk. After a simple hello and handshaking. Yes, you can even guess, he did not read my CV and resume clearly by just a glimpse. I applied for a job of Sale Department for the abroad market.
Firstly, he asked me some questions of the professional technology. The network technology, which was really a little unfamiliar for me. With limited knowledge I reserved in this field, I got difficulty in this part.
.....
I failed and I learnt something that I should choose the right career for myself, carefully!
I got up at about six early in the morning, then went to Bro Zhu's room to woke him up. Yes, it was our first interview in our life which would begin at about 9:00 am. After a poor breakfast in our students' canteen, we took a taxi at the portal of Xidian University.
Just 40min later, we arrived at the hotel where the meeting was held. It was on the 21st floor.
Luckily, there was not as many people as we thought before. I came to have an idea that we may be too early. However, less than 15min later, they allocated the number cards. I was just at the right time when I came to the front desk and I got the No. 15 which was really a nice number. Then Bro Zhu got his No. 23.
We filled the forms we got from the desk. Before 9:00, my interview began after my registration.
The interviewer was a young man but much older than me. He showed his hypocritical smile to me when stood in front of his desk. It was a one to one talk. After a simple hello and handshaking. Yes, you can even guess, he did not read my CV and resume clearly by just a glimpse. I applied for a job of Sale Department for the abroad market.
Firstly, he asked me some questions of the professional technology. The network technology, which was really a little unfamiliar for me. With limited knowledge I reserved in this field, I got difficulty in this part.
.....
I failed and I learnt something that I should choose the right career for myself, carefully!
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